Friday 21 August 2009

how much is too much?

Its amazing how much we like pain. We deny it like everything else in this world.... like having a boyfriend or about not being in love or about loving the work we do. We all love pain. Sweet pain. We get pleasure out of bursting a pimple on the forehead or chin. Or the pain caused by scratching the scab off an old wound. But how does that work emotionally? Do we really know when to stop? When to quit thinking to such an extent that you wonder why you started thinking in the first place?How many times has it happened to you that you start off your day in a good note. Everything is hunky dory and then kaboom thunder and trouble in paradise. What happened there? Why the sudden mood swing? We can blame it on PMS ( Well don’t we all) and some blame it on lack of sleep the night before. But the fact is we got thinking. And one thing let to another and a chain reaction started. You know exactly what is bothering you but at the same time you don’t know how to solve it. You feel stupid thinking about it but you did and now there is no turning back. Its like a step you took and perhaps no one was watching... but you landed yourself in a trap. And now that you’ve landed there all you can do is panic. How much is too much? When do you know when to stop? Or Should one not think at all?
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2 comments:

  1. monica9 September 2009 at 13:05

    totally agree. good post

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  2. Anshul Negi9 September 2009 at 21:57

    being a man, i will never know what it feels like, but being a human being, yes it has happened to me so many times.
    the lack of life giving you what you want from it, the lack you you wanting more from it than it has to offer, the idea of not compromising for a simple stick of choco bar rather than a cornetto, the want for more and never ending "what iff" desirable situations, the unknown and unexplored trespassing of the thoughts that are in the real world expected to be bound by thoguhtfullness and maturity, i guess its toll of it all that comes to us sometimes.i guess in your case its peeking!!

    solitude for me works as i lay vaccant in my pensive mood of swings and waywordness.at that time id rather be untoched and unperturbed than be answering some one i dont want to even look at!!!

    lonsome therapy you may say, but then you may say MAN is a social animal, what about woman ?? :)!!!
    SOCIAL DEVIL, let them be and they will become!!

    ok didnt mean any thing saddistic!!!!

    so simply put again, walk n talk walk n talk!!! :)!!!

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